"Do you know how difficult it is for me not to be able to message you? When I want to talk to you so badly. I try to keep myself busy so that I don’t miss you, but every day turns into night, and I become lonely as your memories surround me. This guilt makes me realize how hard it is for me not to say that I love you—when all I want is to shout it to the whole world. This is one-sided love, and I know I love you more than you deserve. So it’s all my fault. I’m sorry—sorry for worrying you even more, and for turning my feelings into this pointless drama that might not mean anything to you."

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